Sunday, June 25, 2006

Contingency Plan..

Contingency Plan..
(stream of thought while waiting for my turn)




"Every Dog has it's Day"


... second time I catch that man looking at my hands. is it the French-manicure?… I don't remember why I had it done… wonder if he loves the same way he –the one who says "come and stay"- loves? if he smells the same?.... oh! Ya, the important meeting in Riyadh! that's why I had my manicure done… two weeks from now I'll have it redone for him.. him, the one who says "come and stay"… I'll trim my hair.. buy some new stuff.. and board a plane to go be loved, and saved.. I wonder if it's gonna be the same, This time?.. one year has passed… one year.. one year since that august night.. one sweet year… one year of missing.. one year of hearing "come and stay"… one year of going but never staying.. nights we slept next to each other.. nights we parted.. the third time was the hardest.. days we woke up together.. I make coffee, he irons my skirt… days I came back to him.. one year, always to come back again, never to stay.. yes, this time will be different…. It .. might ..be the las-


-oh i mustn't think of that.


.. mustn’t think of his up-coming relocation… that he's going to a far away place.. where I cannot just hop on a plane and be in his bed, saved, in two hours… must think of something else.. can't think of that. …not now.. not here… not with all these men looking at me… that I won't have someone to love me … save me.. …. must think of anything else, anything…where's that handsome man waiting for his turn?.. oh, he's still looking at me.. at my tiny wrists now … he's really good-looking .… exactly the way I like'em.. his hands.. his face… his.. I wonder if he loves the same way he –the one who says, everyday says, for a whole year "Come and stay, Come and stay, Come and stay, Come and stay…


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Posted by SaudiEve at 1:36 AM

24 Comments

  1. Blogger raf* posted at 5:07 AM, June 25, 2006  
    dear eve,

    you're making every man reading this wishing it was him that you write about ... or that one fine day he'll meet a woman who'd write about him the way you write.

    for some reason, while reading your posts, the "griffin & sabine" double-trilogy keeps coming to my mind ...

    --raf*
  2. Blogger Mini Я. posted at 7:59 AM, June 25, 2006  
    I agree with raf.

    Someone out there should hop on a plane & come back home...
  3. Anonymous pauldlawrence@sbcglobal.net posted at 8:56 AM, June 25, 2006  
    What you wrote is quite tame by my standards, both a volume of poetry I'm working on a novel I hope to return to; however, I think I can understand why you are somewhat persona non grata with the authorities. Keep up the good work, but watch your back!
  4. Blogger wastedchix posted at 2:23 PM, June 25, 2006  
    sweet eve ..we\'re very sorry it had to turn that way :\"(
    but don\'t think too much and enjoy what\'s coming ur way ...u never know what might happen .. :\")
    take it easy and keep posting :\")
  5. Blogger NewMe posted at 4:56 PM, June 25, 2006  
    Brilliant, overwhelming and courageous!!!

    I read and I find him there…
    I read and I find me in…
    I read and the only surprise is how can it be…

    Do we all live the same life!!!
    Do we all play the same games!!!

    I find me and I find him… and all of us are there!!!

    What a wonderful way to speak your mind…
    You go girl…

    NOTHING can STOP you!!!

    Love’s IT :)
  6. Anonymous Anonymous posted at 1:03 AM, June 26, 2006  
    Raf, wake up and get a life!! Your constant panting on Saudi Eve's site is disgusting....I thought you hated Saudis anyways, so what's up dude?
    Stop drooling.....it's sickening!
  7. Anonymous Aiman posted at 8:51 AM, June 26, 2006  
    Follow your heart..... be alive
  8. Anonymous Anonymous posted at 10:57 AM, June 26, 2006  
    Hi Eve,
    I can unerstand your position because I have similar experiences. Trying to balance life is not an easy task. I travel and meet many women, most of whom turn out to be superficial. It is not the pleasing I want, but the partnership that I seek. SOme have said that my standards are too high, but again I think it is better to find someone with whom you feel comfortable with rather than with someone you just have to live with. If I don't find my soulmate, then sod it, I'll keep looking. Don't give up.
  9. Blogger raf* posted at 11:21 AM, June 26, 2006  
    dear anon 1:03 AM, June 26, 2006,

    thank you for taking an interest in my life. since you're not my mother/father, please refrain from telling me what to do.

    how you got the idea that i "hate saudis" is beyond me, and bewildering to my saudi friends.

    if you feel the urge to say anything else to me, please be so polite and don't misuse someone else's (in this case eve's) blog but either comment on my blog or send me an e-mail.

    have a good day.

    --raf*
  10. Blogger Saudi Adam posted at 1:55 PM, June 26, 2006  
    It is a shame how easy people are fooled. Saudi eve is a male writing as a woman. Most likely he is not a Saudi.
    Saudis are Muslims and no Muslim man or woman would write this.
    following your lust makes a person no better than a dog. Don't cheat people by "soulmate" bull... as it is a cheap way to seduce women.
    Foe the non-Muslims who commented earlier, this is normal to you but it is unacceptable for any Muslim.
  11. Blogger Rocke-D posted at 3:07 PM, June 26, 2006  
    Greetings to Saudi Eve from Norway. Ever been here? It's far away...
  12. Blogger desertrose5555 posted at 8:14 PM, June 26, 2006  
    Saudi Adam,

    Dude, what do YOU know about Islam? Wahhabism is NOT Islam. And why would no Muslim write this? Everyone wants to have fun.


    Saudi Eve,

    I dedicated you a post on my blog :-)
  13. Anonymous Anonymous posted at 9:18 PM, June 26, 2006  
    Historically, all peoples of the world tend toward the oppression of that which they fear. In your case, a woman, free in her body and mind. How much greater a world would we tenant and share if women were supported, liberated, celebrated all over the world. Kudos to you Eve. -Chicago, IL
  14. Blogger Saudi Adam posted at 10:29 AM, June 27, 2006  
    Desertrose,

    Who told you I was Wahhabi?

    Any layman reading the Quran and the Sunnah would know that the stuff Saudi Eve is writing about is against what Allah and His Prophet want from us.

    Fornicating is not synonymous TO FUN, as I understand. You don’t have to be a Wahabbi to know this. You simply have to be a follower of a faith. Even Christians and Jews know this.

    Allah almighty said about the hypocrites who claim to be Muslims:
    “Had We so willed, We could have shown them up to thee, and thou shouldst have known them by their marks: but surely thou wilt know them by the tone of their speech! And Allah knows all that ye do” 47:30

    I tell you, from the tone of Saudi Eve’s speech, she is not a practicing Muslimah neither a committed one.

    My request is not to associate her actions and writing with Islam or with Saudi Arabia. I have my doubts towards her gender and nationality.

    Never the less, sh- - happens!
  15. Anonymous Anonymous posted at 3:01 PM, June 27, 2006  
    wowow Saudi Adam , I agree with you %100
  16. Anonymous mnchicago posted at 8:09 PM, June 27, 2006  
    Saudi Adam:

    That you use words like "following
    your lust," and "fornicating" reveals
    how circumscribed is your thinking.

    It is about love and making love, and
    not the harsh inapporiate nouns you
    uncomprehendingly apply.

    What the lovely Eve writes about is
    universal in application...human nature
    in elevated essence. It transcends
    mere gender/nationality, making your
    Q as to she being a he nonsequitur.


    My request is to not associate the actions
    and writings of Islam with the Truth in
    Eve's eloquence.

    Islam's attempts to subjugate the feminine
    being is subjugating that which is natural.
    Anything that subjugates Nature is flawed
    at its source.

    Draw your own conclusions.

    Eve celebrates life. You use Islam
    and the Quran to oppress based upon
    stilted points of view.

    Any religion that is threatened by the
    celebration of life is very insecure.

    Any Muslim should be proud of the talent,
    sensitivity, wit, and charm that Eve displays.
  17. Blogger i_am_not_who_i_am posted at 12:04 AM, June 28, 2006  
    i once read this somewhere :::


    "Before you speak, ask yourself,
    is it kind, is it necessary, is it true,
    does it improve on the silence?"

    and my advice is ::::::

    dont stop talking!

    fida . . .
  18. Anonymous Anonymous posted at 12:06 AM, June 28, 2006  
    Yes eve, every one wants you, however for different reasons they want. Some have small lives and wish to possess you, small minds and wish to control you, have nothing and wish to have you for themselves, are insecure and wish to stop you, afraid and don’t want you to exist, they have no life,,, they want yours.

    There are many people who want you, and for every one there is a different reason, different thoughts.

    Some want to change you and make you into something you are not, to change you forever, to take you on a different path. Some appear as your friend, yet want to take you to a different time, to retreat,,,,

    And of all kinds, and manners…

    Just a little time ago, a note, a thought, a message play nice boys…

    You are true to yourself, in what you want through all of this,. Do not be swayed, do not be delayed.,,, do not drift.

    I wonder of the people, do they have so little, nothing in their lives, nothing in their thoughts, everything to fear, they need to look for someone else to make theirs,,, the energy gone forever… Isn’t it enough just to be the person you want to be, to worry and be concerned for ones self … is there really no hope,,,,, for us,,,,,

    Are understanding, and compassion gone…

    aiw
  19. Blogger Saudi Adam posted at 12:02 PM, June 28, 2006  
    I always tell my students that it is easy for anyone to do what the others do. But it is not easy to have control over your life and follow the instructions of Allah. It needs a man or a woman with great faith and will power to be able to be committed.

    It is easy for me to go to a bar or a nightclub and hook a dazzling Eve.

    Anyone can drink and fornicate (if he or she can afford it).

    Any woman can show her meat and reveal her “talents” to the hungry wolves. It doesn’t take rocket science to do so. But not all women can be chaste, honorable and have the decency and their self respect to cover. (It is not an easy thing to be a nun)!

    The primitive savage tribes of Africa have one thing in common with the western –so called culture& civilization-, they all value nudity. Compare the beloved Hollywood and their different ratings of movies and the vicious attack on school girls wearing head scarves in France and elsewhere…

    The 1st thing Adam and Eve realized after eating the forbidden fruit that they were nude.

    This is how Satan controls people. It was he who got Adam and Eve out of Paradise.

    Muslims have a big room for love in their lives. But it is pure and honest, it is between the spouses, the parents and their children, between the siblings and between one another in the way the please our Creator. Muslims are not animals like Saudi Eve wants us to be. She said in a previous article that she committed adultery (made love as they like to call it) with 20 different men in the past 3 years. (She was probably incarnated as a public toilet in a previous life!).

    Now, I don’t expect non-Muslims to understand this as they are addicted to their way of life and can not think clearly as their nature & gut-feeling are polluted with the way they have been raised.

    My main concern is the Muslims who drifted from the straight path. I am writing this to show them that they should stand up for what they believe before they die and then it is too late.
  20. Anonymous mnchicago posted at 8:05 PM, June 28, 2006  
    Saudi Adam:

    In addition to being v narrow-minded,
    in the self-imposed guise of being
    enlightened, you are incredibly presumptuous.

    Without your Quran, it sounds like you
    would not have a stray thought of your own.

    Such a sinful environment here, so you say, yet you keep coming back.

    You need a life.
  21. Anonymous Kareema posted at 6:13 AM, June 29, 2006  
    Saudi Adam-

    Honestly, you must not be getting any that you have to read Eve's post and mentally masturbate to her lovely words. I think it's interesting that you posted as "Saudi Adam" to Saudi Eve's post. Thinly veiled reference...you must want to be Eve's man. But then again--if you believe SHE's a man...well, it's all very interesting and Freudian.

    Saudi Eve,

    Another lovely post. You weave beautiful tapestries of life with your words. Please do not let lovesick puppies like Saudi Adam dissuade you.

    Peace to all.
  22. Blogger Saudi Adam posted at 8:22 AM, July 01, 2006  
    Dear mschicago,

    Your words reveal your hollow personality. Dude, you are lost, yet you are completely right.

    Without my Quran, I am nothing. All Muslims are nothing without the Words of their Creator.

    I agree with you that it is a sinful environment, yet I keep on coming back not to enjoy, but to see the blessings of Allah upon me in not making me lost like you. You will be surprised of the wonderful life I lead in guiding lost people to their Lord.

    Dear Kareema,

    With real children and grandchildren of my own, who needs a fake Eve like yours?

    Her lovely words, as you describe it, don’t please Allah. Our Prophet, Praise and Peace be upon him, told us that the sinner and the one who wishes to be like him are all in the same burden and subject to the punishment pf Allah.

    This is something you may not be able to understand, yet you have to face.

    I am addressing Muslims who are still hanging by a thread and who are not completely lost forever. It was said somewhere by someone: He who has no past, has no future.

    Start looking sis!
  23. Anonymous Aya posted at 11:35 PM, July 01, 2006  
    Man! I really despise self-righteous people who think that they are above everybody else.

    Saudi Adam, you are suffering from the multiple personality syndrome many Saudi men are afflicted with. You mentally masturbate on Saudi Eve's writing then turn around and beat yourself. Quite pathetic.

    Saudi Eve, much respect and love to you!
  24. Blogger shasha posted at 4:49 PM, July 03, 2006  
    freedom of the press guys!if you don't like what you are reading then leave it. Let other people decide for themselves. We're given minds to think and will to choose.

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