Saturday, September 17, 2005


.. Someday..
When i'm with him,
feeling safe with him..
I will tell him ..
What i dare not say now.

I will tell him of days.. before he came
lonely days, happy days, longing days, and sick days..
when i needed his love..

I will say: I needed you and you weren't there for me!
He will appologize and promise never to do it again.


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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Destiny.. Faith for a minute!

For a minute.. everything seemed so "puropseful".. so into place..
For a minute!
Every uglee experience, every bad choice, and even the tiniest daily routines.. all seemed to lead to this perfect God-given happiness.. For a minute!
Chaos and unexplained cruelities seemed as a mere clear path.. All leading to this minute!

.. thank you God for that minute..

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

Back from Beirut

Each time i come back from Beirut.. i drown
I go throu a strange philosophical, romantic, poetic mood that i can't find words to describe.. except the word "drowning"
Paris, the city of my teen years, doesn't have that effect on me.. Paris, the most generous city which allways greets me and says good-bye to me with a new admirer\lover
I'll try to write further about that subject .. later on ..
may be when i do get a more clear picture of what goes on with me whenever i leave my beloved Beirut

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Friday, September 09, 2005

Sites from Beirut 2

This is more like it..

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Sites from Beirut

I took this picture in Beirut. I read what's written on that wall and it reminded me of Saudi literature.. something a saudi would write about israel, not a libanese! (notice the two words: shr which means evil and 7aram which means punishable by God, those two words are allways present in saudi conversations about Israel) .. i bet the person who wrote it was born and raised in saudi..

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